Zefanya Defista's Diary

How do i live without you ?

zefanyadefista — Mon, 08 Dec 2008 03:05:15 +0000

Hello, how are you today ? hahaha selalu aja gitu ya gue ngomongnya . Guysss, gue lagi sediiihhhh Gue lg bingung, gue takuuuutttt Gue gatau, gue skrg ini gimana . Yang jelas gue gabisa konsentrasi belajar, gara2 yaaa semua pasti tau laaahh . Ga jaug dari hubungan gue yang ngegantug gajelas gini . Jujur sejujurnya gue capeeeeeeeee, kenapa setiap ujian selalu aja begini ? Aaaaaaahhhh gue bingung, harus gimana lg nih gue ? Gue bingung, gatau lagi mau gimana . Gue butuh looooooooo, Rickyyyy!!!!! Kenapa lo selalu gituin gue siiihhh ? Ga ngerti apa perasaan gue gimana ? Aaaaaaaahhh, gue gatau lagi deh harus gimana, gue cape Udah dulu yaaaaaaaaaaaaa, intinya gue sayang sama lo!

You are Adorable, and i need you!

zefanyadefista — Sun, 07 Dec 2008 13:07:00 +0000

Helloooo, how are you today ? Hope fine yaaa . Aduh gue tanggal 9 sampai 13 UAS niiihhh, doain ya semoga sukses terus nilainya bagus-bagus gituuuuu hihihihihi . Gue doain juga ya semoga nilai semuanya yang lagi ujian bagus-bagus, amiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin! Addduuuuuhhhh, gue bingung niiiiihhhhhhhhh (( Gue ngerasa setiap ujian, gue selalu jomblo dan hubungan gue ngegantung gimanaaaaaaaaaa gitu hehehehhehe . Hmmmmmmm, aku binguuuuuuuunnnggggg aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh yasudah lah , byeeeeeee!

TOP FRIENDSSSSSS!!!!!!

zefanyadefista — Fri, 05 Dec 2008 11:22:42 +0000

Helloooo, eh aku posting lagi, boleh kaaaan ? Boleh doong, jgn boseeen yaaa ahuahauiahauauahauahauauahaua . Posting yg sekarang tuh tentang……………………… MY TOP FRIENDSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dalam hidup gue, salah satu yg cukup berperan tuh temen2 gue ini loooohhhh . Yaaaaaa mereka yg cukup tau ttg gue, mereka jg yg always right beside me, mereka jg yang siap menjadi good listener for me ciaelaaaaaaaahhhhhh . Ahaahhaha aku kasih tau kamu kamu semua yaaa, siapa aja sih sahabatku itu…………………………..

Isadora Faustina : She’s the best guyssssssss, she’s my twins ahuahauahauahauahauahauahaua . Banyak yg bilang gue mirip sm dia ciecie, ya maklum lah, solmeeet gt loooh wakakakakaakakkakaka . Iyaaa, dia temen sbangku wkt kls 6 SD gt deeeehhhhh . Wawawa imissyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
Annisa Aulia, Jihanira Sharmila & Anesha Gita : 3 perempuan sarap masa kini wakakkaa . Semuanya selalu siap gue curhatin, selalu siap gue jutekin, selalu siap gue omelin, pokoknya they always rigt beside me when i’m down and when i’m up ciaelaaaaahhh . Loveyou all girls
My Xeroluna Sexy Babyyyyyyy : Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh perempuanku yang sexy2 ini mah toptop bgt deh . Ga tergantikan topnya!!!!!!!!!!!
VradyAsavine & Sadeya & LABSCHOOL : Ga tergantikan! Simple but it’s full of meaning
BUNDA HATI KUDUS & DJUWITA BATAM : Terbaik sepanjang jalan kenangan deeehhhhhhhhh

To my own and my beloved

zefanyadefista — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 00:58:01 +0000

I do swear that I’ll always be there.
I’d give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I’d give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can’t wait to live my life with you, can’t wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn’t give
From this moment on

You’re the reason I believe in love
And you’re the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn’t give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

Love,

Zefanya 20092008

I’m alone

zefanyadefista — Sun, 30 Nov 2008 02:43:27 +0000

Helloooooooooooooooo!!!!!!! Aaaaaaaahhhhh lagi sakit niiiihhhh bzzzzzzttttt . Demamnya kea taiii, smua gara2 radang tenggorokannnnnn!!! Eh eh eh, i’m alone niiihhh Without someone gt deh, tp bukan brarti jomblo ya teman2 . Tp gue serasa kea org jomblo, gada yg sms-in sayang2an gt deeeehh . Hmmm, padahal lg sakit niiiihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aaaaaaaaaaaaah kesel bete bete ((((((((((((((((

20 09 2008

zefanyadefista — Sat, 29 Nov 2008 04:34:42 +0000

Halo teman, hmm kali ini gue pengen posting tentang tanggal yang cukup bersejarah buat gue nih hehehe, karena baru kali ini gue sayaaaaaaaaaaaang bgt sama cowo hehe, biasanya sih 1bulan mah langsung bosyeeeeeen wakakakak serasa cantik bgt ya gue gonta ganti cowo, tp ya emang gue agak bosenan sih . Tp yang 1 ini, udah jalan 2 bulan plus ditambah hts-an skitar 1 bulan yaa belom luntur2 men sayangnya hahaha . Yang ada malah tambah sayaaaaaang aja makin hari wakakaka aneh yaaa ? Padahal sebelum gue sayang sm dia, dia tuh cowo yang paling gue sebelin loh awalnya . Anaknya sih emang asik, tp kadang blagu hahahahha . Sampe skarang sih sbenernya, tp gue tetep sayang kok, jd gada kesempatan buat orang2 iseng mau ngancurin cinta gue ke dia (AZZEEEEEEEEEEK!) Eh tp emang beneran deh kaga boong gue hahahah, abis dianya anaknya bikin gue makin sayang tiap hari, makin kangen tiap hari, makin cinta lahhhh pastinya wakakakakaka aduh ampuuuuuuunnnnnn . Eh eh eh, pernah ya suatu hari tuh gue minta putus gitu, tp ternyata malah gue yang ga rela wakakakaka aduh memalukan, tp emang beneran deh, gue bingung nyari cowo sebaik dia huhuhuhu, sayang kamu banget deh Rick kaga boong! Hmm, ya seperti yang kalian semua tau, awalnya gue bisa jadian itu gak lain dan gak bukan ya lewat HTSan dulu gt, gatau knp ya, tp kalo ga HTSan dulu tuh, gue suka ragu gimana gt sama itu cowo hehehehe, tp yang 1 ini, HTSannya kelamaan! Tp karena itu, gue jd lumayan banyak tau sifat dia hehhe, tp gatau ya itu sifat asli atau bukan wekeke . Tp sebenernya dia lumayan romantis loh teman, tp itu dulu Akhir2 ini dia agak berubah, gue sedih sih sbenernya, tp gapapa lah, emang yang namanya pacaran ga selamanya kan romantis terus, pasti ada saatnya yang namanya harus agak lebih berfikir ke depan (Bahasa guaaa), ya tp emang bener kaaaan . Lagian sekarang gue sm dia sama2 sibuk gt deh . Gue sibuk ngejar plajaran, OSIS sama majalah GEMA . Dia sibuk blajar sama bandnya itu, ya wajaaar lah semuanya berubah hehe, dan itu yang harus mulai gue ngertiin, ye gak ? Iya donnnnnnggg hahah . Ya pokoknya gue sayang bgt deh ya sama cowo gue itu, bagamana pun situasinya heheh asik asik lah, doain langgeng yaaaaaaaaaaaa

Officially missing you

zefanyadefista — Sat, 29 Nov 2008 03:02:31 +0000

Hello world, does everything alright ? Hope yes hehehe . Hmm, today i wanna share a lyric from Tamia with Officially Missing You . For your information, i know this song from my friend in Elfa’s Music School, then whe i hear it, i feel that this song is good for my condition right now I’m officially missing my boyfriend and my beloved brother huhuhuhuhu . I’ll copy the lyric just for all of you Enjoy the lyric!

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop

Oh baby, tell me why�d you have to go

�Cause this pain I feel it won�t go away

And today I�m officially missin� you

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape

But I�ve fronted long enough to know

There ain�t no way

And today I�m officially missing you

Ooh…can�t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I�m officially…

All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don�t even know you at all, I don�t know you at

all

Well, I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it�s safe to say, baby, safe to say

that I-I�m officially missin� you

Ooh…can�t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I�m officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby

But I see there�s something I just can�t do

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can�t find a way to let go of you

Ooh…can�t nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do, hey, baby

Said it stays on my mind

And I-I�m officially…

It�s official

Hoo, you know that I�m missin� you, yeah, yes

All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah

And I-I�m officially missin� you

By : Tamia, taken from : www.lyrics007.com

Different :(

zefanyadefista — Sat, 29 Nov 2008 00:06:14 +0000

Hello world! How are you today ? Hope fine hehehe . Hmm, pengen curhat niiiiihhhh . Aduh gue lagi seddddiiiiiihhhhhhh bgt . Kenapa ya berubah ? Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu gue mau yang duluuuuuu, skrg sombongnya bukan main huhuhuhuhu, kan gue pengen dia yang dulu . Kmrn sombong bgt sumpah ah bete bete huh hmmm gajelasss . Udah dulu yaaaa, bye!

My Eveything is My Friends!

zefanyadefista — Fri, 28 Nov 2008 14:35:45 +0000

Hello world!!!! How are you, guyssss ? Hmm, i hope all of you are fine hahahah . Eh eh eh, aduh gue boseeeeeeeeeeeeeenn, pgn posting tapi bingung mau posting apa . Jadinya………… liatlah judulnya, penuh ketidak jelasan bukaaan ? Wakakakak, ya tapi emang keanya gue blm pernah posting tentang mereka yaaa ? Hmm, perlu kalian semua ketahui, mereka adalah teman-temanku yang paling baiiiik . Mau di sebutin gaaa ? Okeh ya gue kasih tau satu persatu .

Isadora Faustina : Okeeeeyy, semua pasti pernah denger liat nama dia ada di wiwtm gue kaaaaan . Yaa dia orang yang paling special menurut gue haha . Dia itu my everything deeeeh, sumpah ya dia itu ngertiin gue bangeeeeeeeett aaaahhh kangen bgt sama lo Dorrr! Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah Ya dia temen gue semasa kls 6 SD gt deh, emg cmn setaun, tp brarti banget setaun sama dia hahahha, i love you my soulmate
Annisa Aulia : Hmm, perlu dijelaskan ya ? Dia tuh bestfriend gue bgt laaaahhh . TOP BANGEEETTTT, temenan sama dia dari kls 7 serasa udah bertaun-taun hah . Aduh kangen sekelas sama lo lagi Shaaa!
Anesha Gita Ardelia : My special babooooon! Yaaa FYI, gue deket sama dia gara2 Sasha hehehhehe . Awalnya Anes tuh deket bgt dah sama Sasha, tp lama2 gue jd seneng jg curhat sm Anes heheheh, anaknya baik dan asik bin kicak dan gatau maluuuuuuuu hahha . Yaa sekarang smenjak kls 8, banyak hal yang dia tau ttg gue dan banyak hal jg yang gue tau ttg dia . Yaa pokoknya i love you deh BABOOOONKUUU!
Jihanira Sharmila : My bestbest chairmate everrr aaaaahhhhhhhh, aduh si Sharmila baby mah TOPTOP laaaahhhh . Beeeh, pinter loh kawan-kawan hahha . Mudah2an gue ketularan pinternya, amiiiin! Tiap pelajaran, pasti ada aja yang gue ceritain ke dia waakkaka, baik yang penting maupun tidak . Aduh, di 8E gue susah nyari temen deket lagi selain dia, kalo temen main sih semuanya jg gue anggep temen main hehehee kan gue anaknya baik tak pilih-pilih teman Yaa pokoknya ga nyesel deh duduk sama Sharmila baby!
Nadilla : Dilla itu pendengar yang paliiiiing baik hihihihi, setia dengerin gue cerita tentang si “S”, cowo misterius yang hanya diketahui oleh si Dilla niiiihhh haahhaha . Kata Dilla mukanya lucu, aneh gt . Ya dan gue stuju sama Dilla, pokoknya Dilla GOOD LISTENER DEEEEEEEEEEEH!
Rizki Amalia : Keibuan bangeeeet, duah lama nih ga cerita sama Kikooo . Ya gak Ko ? Ah kangen cerita sama si ibu satu ini hahaha
Andin, Chikita, Ivan, Kharisa, Acha, Vinda, Anis, Chaca, Ike, Nia, Desty, Aza, Saras, Adella, Friska, Irsyad, Hanim, Syadza, Mentari, Risha, Vicky, Ghina, Muti, Ines, Inong, Dito, Rifa, Devina, Bolo Disha, Rizg, Vania, Oby, Meika, Taruna : TEMAN BERMAIN, TEMAN CURHAT, TEMAN TERTAWA, TEMAN BERCANDA YANG PALING TOOOOOOOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Arie Djulianto & DJ School Friends : Best in everything, miss you all!

Yaaaa, lebih kurang yang deket2 sih itu . Mereka semua TOOOOOOOOOOP! Thanks for being my everything guys!

That’s why i love you

zefanyadefista — Fri, 28 Nov 2008 14:03:12 +0000

Hello world! Nice to meet you again, guys! Ahahahah, how are you today ? Hope everything’s okey . Hmm, yaa sebenernya gue sih lagi gaenak badan, tp gue tetep ke skolah doooong biar sembuh wakaakkaa (soalnya obat sembuh gue ada di skolah ) Eh eh…………. tau ga knp postingnya gue kasih nama “That’s why i love you” ? Karena posting kali ini gue pengen cerita ttg cowo gue tercinta tersayang, my lovely and my everything hahahah . Hmm, sebenernya gue udh deket sama cowo gue ini dari gue kls 7 . FYI, dia itu tmn skelas gue wkt kls 7 hihihihi . Yaaa, sebenernya sih bkn temen baik, abis kata2an mulu siiiihhhh . Tp gatau kenapa, gara2 sering chat kali ya jadi suka crita2……….. gue mulai suka sama dia sekitar bln Mei gt deeehhh………………………. Hmm, awalnya sih gue ga nyangka kok gue jadi suka sama dia……….. Eh ternyata yaa maybe emang gue suka sama dia saat itu hahaha . Terus terus, semua itu berkembang pas tanggal 22 Agustus 2008, yaa gue HTS-an sm dia hihihi wekekekee . Yaaaaa, terus pas hampir mau 1bulan HTS-an gt, tepatnya 2 hari sebelumnya, gue jadian sama dia loooohhhh, jadi tanggalnya tuh ya lumayan bagus laaaahhh 20 09 2008 hahah gaul . Eh eh, tau gaa…………… gue sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang bgt sama dia hahha . Jd jangan ada yang ganggu cowo gue yaaaa . Ah udah ah capeeek, pokoknya doanya aja ya biar langgeng terus, amiiiiiiiiiiiiiin!